10 years and counting

the surrealism that it is 2009 is starting to dismantle itself. i've been reflecting on the past 10 years of my life. where i have been how i have changed. 1999 i was 7th grade, i don't think  i was that deep of a person. maybe i was.  my memory of my past has always been kind of fuzzy.  i suppose its that i have always lived one day at a time, plan ahead for tomorrow and you'll lose what is happening today. reflecting on yesterday will only instill moments of nostalgia.  don't know where i was going with that..  still tired and sore and achy from tuesday, and wensday my training crash-course.  blah..  i was really feelin this entry when i started.. now i'm just depressed with it. adios